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Dec. 13th, 2010

More Allen

NOPE.AVI

Not final boss, I troll bad lulululul.


...yet, I hear the faint sound of Agent L's demise.
Or, at least, the facade of it.

I'm coming for you, you little hipster sonofabitch.

I'M COMING FOR YOU.

Oct. 9th, 2010

House and Wilson :0

THE FINAL BOSS

IS THIS A MOTHERFUCKING FINAL BOSS?
INVISIBLE DOSAGE?
NOT TRANSFERRED THROUGH SYRINGES?
WHY IS IT EVOLVING LIKE THIS?
WHY IS MY BODY ALWAYS GOING THROUGH WITHDRAWAL?
MAYBE IT'S BECAUSE I'M NOT SUCCUMBING TO ALL OF IT YET?
BECAUSE, IF IT FUCK IT UP....
NO MORE NERD CLUB, AND JULIA'S GONNA FUCKING HATE ME
FOREVER.
AND I MIGHT GET SUICIDAL
AGAIN.
WHICH MEANS NO MORE PROBABLY CONTINUED.
OH
SHIT.
THIS FEELS LIKE IT REALLY IS THE FINAL BOSS.
MAYBE I JUST HAVEN'T FOUND THE RIGHT COLOUR FOR THE DOSAGE.
LOLOLOLOLOL MAYBE I SHOULD MAKE IT A MIX OF LIKE, RED AND GREEN
SINCE HE'S COLOURBLIND TO THOSE TWO COLOURS
HIS VISUALS MIXED THOSE TWO TOGETHER.
LOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOOLOLOOLOLOLLOLOLOLOLSOPADJKLFJDGFJKDLGHKSDFJBHGSDFJKLGHASDKLFM.SADLFKNASDJKLFGBHASDFLsd;fkjasd;ghanklsdfgasLMASGNDFOZSDKFGADSG;LKDFSG

Sep. 2nd, 2010

Yo Holmes to Bel Air

Take a look at what you've done...

Gaze upon what you've become..
You'll repent for what you've done...
Raping my daughter, raping my son.



Literally!
Well, not so literally.

I mean, I told him about my world. He seemed to be interested...


I never got to tell him about the rest of the details.


I'll never be able to now. He blocked me on Facebook, he hasn't responded to anything, and I've been avoiding him.

So much for that~ At least I have Ra-chan and Tenth. Might as well continue with my cosplaying of Rolling girl and Goku.

I have a LIFE, GODDAMNIT.
I may not have a heart or soul, but I've got a life.

So...
Fuck you, I hope you get the best boots imaginable.

(reference)

Aug. 27th, 2010

Tim

Something stupid I just came up with

WHAT IS LOOVE
LEO DON'T LEAVE ME
DON'T LEAVE ME
NO MO

Aug. 25th, 2010

Batman told you so

shitshitshitshit

SHIT

my mind is fucking FROZEN

I have no idea how to talk now.

FUCK.

I just convinced him to sleep instead of talking to me.

....Well, it would be better than talking to me, considering the stress today

Enough to the point of that Agent' L's dosage is on hold. Not his fault, no. It's mine

It's just that the receiver nodes in my brain just got fried from stress.

It'll probably be better tomorrow. It's just like last time with Dosage X.

...
And look how that turned out..

;___;

Auuugh. StupidstupidSTUPID.

THERE'S NO TIME

THERE'S JUST NO FUCKING TIME.

NOT TUESDAY..
NOT FRIDAY.

NO DAYS
NO TIME
NOTHING

I am left with nothing.

I deserve nothing.





I don't deserve him.

Aug. 23rd, 2010

House and Wilson :0

ugh..

Well. THAT could have gone better

Motherfucker keeps making my hyperventilate making me be so lonely and terrified.

At least I go to eat lunch with Rebecca and Rachel of the likes~

....And then I found that one of Rebecca's friends is a fucking beast at drawing with pencil

Why the fuck do I even try anymore.

gghhh

It was ESPECIALLY fun whenever I went into last block. As soon as I got in the door, at least five people groaned.

Really?

Am I that hated for even existing?

Oh well, serves me right, I guess.

If I don't see him tomorrow or he doesn't get on MSN I am going to go to his house and rapekill him, respectively.

Fuck you, I'm not calling my mom yet. She's calling ME first.

FUCK
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Aug. 16th, 2010

More Allen

Pain

It's gotten everywhere.

It's worse than before

And I'm not afraid.

Ok, well, I'm nervous, but not terrified.

I mean, YOU would be nervous, too. Right?

Right?

I can't sleep

I can't eat

I can't think straight.

No, it's not like I'll die without him, or anything

Especially since he told me I could have all the dosage I wanted

I just hope the kinks in my armor don't become too visible.

What, I think, maybe, I slept for only two hours

The rest is just wanton imagining

I'm ashamed, and yet I'm not

I mean, I said I wanted one when  I got into high school, yes?

And that I should get one before I die, or graduate. Either way.

Everything hurts.

But it's in a different way.

I think I lost brain cells from not breathing.

I probably did.

I need to see him face to face

Before everyone else fades away.

Jul. 20th, 2010

GLOMP

YOU'RE NOT A GIRL, GODDAMNIT

Lol, beach

-I learned how to body surf
-we have a army shovel that we can make awesome sandcastles with
-people take shit wayyyy too seriously
-waffle house is nom
-I still want to read the wasp factory
-I want to go over to Moe's
-I need to work on my cosplay
-I need my Gokudera hair
-I learned that opening my eyes in saltwater is gud
-I can't do that while flipping
-Fancy restaurants have good bread
-not so good hushpuppies
-Spritedarter is bawss
-I need to work on DM fanfiction
-I forgot my journal
-Not my sketchbook
-Wren has a bad migraine
-Rubbing dad's back with sunscreen is ew
-I keep dreaming about uncle sebbs
-I can't masturbate without the face vibrator
-I need to download more pron
-VNV nation is helping me survive
-Darkangel is another good song
-Along with Epicenter
-Ghost crabs rock

Jul. 15th, 2010

Batman told you so

Well..

Now?
I don't know anymore.
I've figured out I'm not capable of having friends, for one. Since the last one I'll never see again.
The others? I'm too lazy to talk to them, or that I can't handle it in large doses.
So..It's up to me. That's okay. I used to cry about being lonely, but now I'm just jaded.
Everything brings flashbacks, now.
I'll probably never be that happy again.

Jun. 28th, 2010

Yo Holmes to Bel Air

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